Dear Genie,

I know you already know what I will be talking about so let me get this straight to the point. Can you please grant my 3 wishes? I promise I be good the whole year round (is this santa or genie hahah?!)

Anyways, my first wish, would love to have a house like Celine Dion’s
for number 2, a voice like Celine Dion
Now for wish number 3, wake me up! hahah

Seriously, my three wishes would be…
1, good health for my loved ones
2, more opp$ for my blogs
And 3, world peace! ^_^

Mushy Valentines Letter from a Desperate Wife

Dearest Kabute,

Do you still remember those days when we call each other MUSH? Oh, those were the days.. 4 years ago we call each other with many hateful names and then months later we call each other the mushiest and cheesiest. I called you ‘kabute’ and you called me ‘mush’– those were the cutest days of our lives - get the picture of how cupid played a fool out of us? you should! lol.

But you know one thing? I love our transformation from enemies to tennis buddies to friends to best of friends to shock absorbers to mushy lovers to naughty couple and to thankful parents through these years. I love the way I am when I am with you.. I love the way you are and the way you made sunget to me, hahah.

I would not want any other life than my life I have with you. You are everything I wish for daddy dearest, I love you with all my heart and soul…

Happy Valentine’s Day!

PS: Hey! wake up and don’t be mushy, this letter is just a hint. TAKE ME OUT ON A DATE! I am sooooo soooo sooo desperate for a date. Harhar

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Dearest Yenggay Aruray,

It has been days when your daddy and I would go home late at night – 10pm is supposed to be your sleeping time BUT since mom and dad has to work double time we have our sleeping time moved to 12am. I know you wake up at 10am, I just hope you grow up well in spite of ‘weird’ sleeping habits.

Our bonding time is shortened to two hours – in the middle of the night we laugh and play and do house chores coz that’s the only time we have for each other. You would laugh hard when i call you Yenggay Aruray - you are so kikay!

I miss you baby. Mommy is doing something for you.. I know for sure you will be happiest when i finally got it! I love seeing your surprised-happiest-smile when receiving surprise gifts.. You certainly love surprises, you got that from me! ;)

Remember the little basketball I gave you last Monday? Your face lit up with delight the moment you saw it. And I love to see that perfect smile again..

Soon baby I will make it up for you. By March we will be spending time longer every night and on weekends while watching your favorite DVDs on your own portable DVD, that’s a promise!

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Dear God,

My Husband, that fool woke up early this morning. He told me he has to report to work an hour early. With my eyes still closed, he kissed me goodbye and whispered ‘iloveu’ as he head to the door. After an hour I got up and proceed to the bathroom. My sleepiness flew away as soon as I saw that beautiful red rose with a note that says:

Dear wifey,

I am so blessed. Though I didn’t give you the best flowers in the garden, God gave me the best wife in the world. Belated happy 2nd anniversary.. my beautiful and sexy wife. I am so lucky to have you! I love you so much. Mwah

Hugs and kisses,
Hubby Yobib

I cried (as usual) while laughing, yes like a fool i used to be while taking a bath. My husband knows how much i love roses. Last night he went home with two grocery bags full of goodies for me and yena. He bought the melon I have been craving since last week.. He has a job so demanding of his time so night time means a little chat than we used to do before we go to sleep, I miss him. He is on his ass working from 7am until you know when today I hope he got time to read this post of mine.

I love him and am so thankful for all the moments and surprises he continues to shower me, am sooo blessed for having him in my life.. Thank you Lord!

A Letter to Someone who's Gone

Dear Papa,

Please don’t tell your son but sometimes I dread going home to see Mamato alone. I’m so used to seeing you and Mamato together. I still wish I can see you waiting for us at the front door or sitting at the veranda. Your face will be all aglow upon seeing Yena.. I would touch your hand and you would smile back. How I miss seeing your smile, hearing your voice and touching your hands.

I still wish we could talk about our recent getaway; I know you would smile on all our stories, especially when husband would goof around about riding an airplane and all. I miss Sundays, especially at the church and the nonstop videoke sessions in the afternoon. You always have the longest list of the songs you like to sing over and over again. I miss hearing your singing especially Martin Nievera’s song. Promise of Love has a lot of version; it was always sung by you, your sons and nephews (in particular order). Oh how I miss hearing your high tone and those times you would stop awhile and would still go on.

I might have cried buckets the day you left us, but I know you are in a much better place now. And I shall find comfort knowing that wherever you are right now, I know there is no more pain only happiness.

We love you papa and we miss you so much.


Your daughter in law,
Niko

A Letter to my 18 Month Old Toddler

Dearest Boyeng,

You just don’t know how you made me the happiest mother in the whole wide world last night. Lying beside each other, I was telling you to sleep while I was trying to hug you but you keep on moving, and then you suddenly face me and said ‘KISS’ while my eyes were closed. Did you just say Kiss? All along I thought I was dreaming but you clearly said KISS, I tried to stop my joyful tears from falling and then we kissed, you turn your back and hug your pillow again. Those months of tucking you to bed with a kiss in your ears and a whisper of goodnight finally pay off.

I might have slept already but then I heard you calling me, mommy (in your own slang way it sounds like Mem Mi). As sleepy as I was I opened my eyes half-closed and then you said LOVE. We have been embracing, giving family hug now and then; we taught you that hugging is LOVE. In the middle of the night you woke up and said: mommy and love? At that moment I thank God again and again that I have you.

I was smiling all the day here at work when one officemate commented ‘you look so happy today!’ Now it finally sinks in, my 18 month old toddler finally told me those three words I have been longing to hear. KISS, LOVE and MOMMY.

How can I be sad? I have you! Thank you for making me happiest everyday.

I love you so much Boyeng!
Mommy

Dear Husband,

We have been waiting to be parents for sometime before God finally grants our fervent wish. Now that we have Yena, you often say –the best things happen to those who wait. You said you found the best job, best wife (ahem) and the best daughter. But I know BEST refers to contentment you feel with all of the above, so I have to say I found the BEST in you too.

I have known you for so long, you are the sweetest and the scariest when provoked. I have to say I learn to embrace the whole package of you, am loving everything about you all the more each day. What I would like to say is that, I don’t have something to give you on father’s day so I hope you know what this letter means. Hahah

Advance Happy Father’s Day!

I love the father am seeing in you to our daughter.. And congrats you are doing very good! Yena and I love you soooo much!

Remembering her First Fall

This was the letter i wrote to my six months old yena the day she fell from our bed. Reading this always brought me to tears. If you want to cry with me, go on reading...

Dearest Yena,

(baby yena, this is what i used to call you that made you always look around and smile. you would always smile just hearing my voice, by this i know that as much as i love you, you love me back no less!)

(i am writing this now preparing for the time you would ask me things, by details id trust my memory on that, i hope you can read it when you're older, and by that time spank me just to get even to your mommy, it's alright baby.. i know i deserve it!)

hi my baby!

as i am writing this, my eyes are shedding tears. even crying a river now will not changed what had happened last night. while i know that my tears are not an excuse for being so carefree less careless mother to you, please accept my deepest apology. what happened last night would be the last, this i assure you.

i cannot believe how it happened so fast. i was so careful all the time, and on that fateful split second i saw you on the floor. i will not forgive myself from hearing your wails so loud that it almost struck my heart and soul. i was so hurt seeing you in pain, i spent the night looking at you, quietly sobbing careful not to wake you up, embracing and smelling you.

your daddy and mamato was so angry at me and to what happened. but little did they know that i was angrier to myself. i am asking for forgiveness from you, to your dad and to your grandma but most of all i beg forgiveness to God for contemplating suicide right after what happened. i know, it will not change things, but i cannot bear to hear you cry and i be better dead than see you in pain..

baby, i love you so much. know that i will never allow anyone to hurt you and i am so idiot cause i was the one who hurt you that much the first time.

please forgive mommy, and please look back or look around again when you hear me call you.. 'baby'

love you 'til my lastest breath,
mommy

Pouting at its best!

Dearest Yena,

I wonder what are you doing right now at home with your grandma. I just can't stop missing you and decided to write this short letter while i can't take my nap coz i keep thinking about you. Don't you know that it is always hardest for me to bring you to your grandma every morning? I just want us be together everyday even if that means you slapping and biting mommy all the time! You can slap and bite me forever baby (but please not so hard like you just did last night!) :)

Yesterday, i gave you to grandma still sleeping but when i said my goodbye to you, by reflex you waved your hands for your infamous good bye wave while your eyes were closed. Maybe you wonder if it's just a dream. :) That gesture moved me to tears right now as i misss you so badly.

I really wish i can stay with you all the time but daddy and i have to work! I hope someday you can understand. I can feel the lump in my throat now so i just have to scroll the page up and look at your pouting picture again and again - as it will bring me to tears not of sadness but of joy!

I love you so much my baby! I love you with all my life!
Mommy

An open letter to my wonderful wife

If she thinks that I love my little girl very much how much more the big girl who gave her to me? I love her more than words can say.

I am strong and confident because I have her at my side. She is the meaning of my life. She is my ups and downs. My sun and moon. Corny but that's what i'm feeling..

No matter what will happen or what had happened, there is nothing that can stop me from loving her. She is the most beautiful and the sexiest lady I've ever known. For that.. lets get it on my baby! :p

Thank you for that wonderful post below. I'm sure it will really be a happy day because i have you both.. I love you!

an email from a long lost friend

i'm good! i've just read your blog, di ko pa tapos basahin but i find it real fun, interesting and what else i'm updated for some upcoming matrimonial event heheh!

yun nga lang i felt a lil bit of "tampo" coz u didn't invite me on your wedding, sana lang c daryl di tulad ng iba jan... kidding aside, i miss you guys and as i was reading your blog, you rily made me smile without you knowing that i'm really down..

you're really blessed! a pretty baby and a loving husband!
send me a kiss to your girl!

regards!
andy

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Andy is a friend of mine and Daryl from the Sisters of Mary School o SOM ang tawag minsan. Where me and Daryl graduated highschool. Buddy buddy ko sila nung first yearl. Napapansin ko, lagi kong katropa magaganda. Dahil puro kami babae, si Andy ang muse at si Daryl naman ang escort sa dorm namen, tapos ako member ng choir (walang connect sa pagandahan), LOL! Pero dahil choir ako, feeling feelingan maganda na rin ako.. LOL :D

Andy at Daryl. Yan silang dalawa ;)

At eto naman ako.. LOL

Sa SOM, 2 weeks lang ang vacation namen every year. That's the only time na makakasama namen ang family at maiexperience ang mundo. Sa loob ng school, panalo, masarap ang buhay.. study, pray, work and play buong taon sa loob ng apat na taon! Problema nga lang namen dati pag may exam o ulam na pipino sa tanghalian.. :)

After ng bakasyon namen nung first year, bigla na lang nawala si Andy. We learned na bumalik na sya sa Bulacan.. and so that's it.

After so many years, heto kami nagkukumustahan na lang sa email.. and iba na ang topic ngayon?! Nakakatuwa talaga how time flies so fast, dati pinag uusapan, kursong kinukuha, saan nagtatrabaho, sino ang boylet nino. Ngayon ang topic na kasalan, mga anak at asawa.. I wonder what will be the next topic? Mga apo kaya?? LOL

im so tats!

you asked me if your post made me happy?!

araw araw i have the energy to go to work kasi i know hawak kamay taung papasok sa ofc, sabay mag aalmusal habang nagkkwentuhan ng mga not so nonsense na bagay, mag aasaran, magkakapikunan tapos kiss and make up, tapos sabay mag lalunch at pag sinwerte ako sabay pa pag uwe!

everynight im excited to go to sleep kasi makakatabi kta, kayakap buong gabi at maririnig mo ang npakahinhin kong hilik.. magigising ako sa mga halik at yakap mo at pag sinwerte ulit ako di lang un ang gigising saken! HAHAH

now, eto ang sagot sa tanong mo! baby, evey moment of my life with you.. napapasaya mo po ako!!! pramis! kung di mo man mabigay ang 'wish' ko ngaung bday ko.. pede naman saken until christmas this year! i can wait! HAHAHAHAH

hAppY B-dAY my WifeY

Hi Baby! Nasurprise ka siguro na may naka post na dito noh. Inunahan lang kita. Pasensya na kung tagalog lang ang message ko kasi nahihirapan na akong mag express ng sasabihin kahit tagalog lalo na kung ingles pa. Mahirap na baka ma misinterpret ng mga makakabasa. Gusto ko lang na lagyan ng kalat ang blog mo.

By the way, gusto lang kitang batiin ng Happy 1st Bday as my wife and many more years to come to celebrate together. I hope you can handle and tolerate my shortcomings. Gusto ko man maibigay sau ang hinihingi mo hindi ko magawa kasi kailangan na nating paghandaan ang pagdating ng ating pinakaaasam na si Yena. Siguro later on magkakaron ka rin nun. I know naiindtindihan mo ako. Wala man akong maibigay ngaun pero pinapangako ko sa iyo, sa inyo na ibibigay ko palagi ang mga bagay na hindi natutumbasan ng kahit na anong bagay. Alam ko nahihirapan ka rin kapag may mga bagay tayong pinagtatalunan lalo na ang mga nakaraan natin, ngaun hindi na mangyayari yun kasi pinapangako ko na hindi na mauulit yun. I will change for the better. I will change my attitude especially those things that shows my immaturity.

Mahal na mahal kita! Hindi ko rin alam kung nasaan na ako kung hindi ka dumating sa buhay ko. Ikaw ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa buhay ko. Ikaw ang katuparan sa lahat ng pangarap ko. Noon at hanggang ngaun ay ikaw ang babaeng lagi at mananatili kong hinahangaan. Maraming magaganda at gumaganda pa ang direksyon ng aking buhay dahil ikaw ang makakasama ko hanggang sa pagtanda ko. May mga pangit din at masasakit pero i'm still blessed kasi ikaw ang nakasama ko sa pagsuong ng mga yun at paglampas dun ay magkahawak pa rin tayo ng mga kamay. Kulang ang buong blog mo para mailarawan ko ang nararamdam ko sau, kung gaano kita kamahal at gaano ako kasaya sa piling mo. I promise to stay beside at kahit anong side pa sa piling mo. Ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko.

Dahil kaarawan mo, it's time for me to thank God that this day is the day that He created you to give you to me, to be with me until my last breath. I love u so much my wife, my friend, my crush, my barkada, my tropa, my kapatid, my teacher and my all.... Jeremy..!?

dear baby,

tinawagan ko office ni daryl, so busy ata sila ni arlyn kaya si cleo ang nakausap ko.. gusto ko lng ilabas nararamdaman ko ngayon. feeling ko kasi any minute sasabog na ko.

nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa pagpupuyat niya. tinanong niya ko kung ok na tayo. sabi ko mukang malabo na. galit ka. sabi ni johnny ganun daw talaga reaction ng lalake, tulad mo di rin siya papayag kung si cleo ang nasa katayuan ko. sabi ni cleo kung pwede bang umayaw na ako dun sa muse na un. sabi ko talaga namang ayoko, wala lang akong magawa. its like martial law here. dahil lang dun nag aaway tayo.

as of now, naghihintay lang ako ng text from trece, dun nila dinala si tatay. i am so hopeful na di malala lagay niya. sabi kasi ng doktor nia dalhin na siya sa hospital to undergo series of lab tests. sinabi ko sa'yo noon na ayokong dalhin dun si tatay kasi nakakatakot baka kung anung iturok nila.. basta natatakot ako.

di kita matawagan, nahihiya ako sa'yo. tuwing may tampuhan tayo at natatakot ako, isang tawag ko lang sa'yo darating ka agad. now, pinanghihinaan na ko ng loob pero di ko magawang tawagan or iemail ka. nasanay lang ako na lagi kang nandyan pag kailangan kita. siguro dapat kayanin ko tong mag isa.

gusto ko ng umuwe ngayon, gusto ko ng makita tatay ko. im such a crying baby. kasi ngayon tulo ng tulo ang luha ko. basta gusto ko lang umuwe ngayon at mayakap tatay ko. makitang ok siya. pero di ko magawa.

hirap ng ganito, may tampuhan tayo.. nasa hospital pa si tatay.

nakakalungkot. nakakaubos ng luha. pero kakayanin ko to. alam kong kahit nagtatampo ka mahal mo pa rin ako, sabi mo pa kahit na anung mangyari yayakapin mo pa rin ako.. ganun din ako sa'yo!

sana magkasama tayo ngayon at pinapalakas mo loob ko..

para sa'yo tarabusaw,

bruks!!! musta ka na? i cant reply sa shoutbox ko kasi mejo blocked un dito sa office namen eh.. buti nga i can still view it at hanggang view lang talaga kasi kahit ano isulat ko di papasok dun! :D

heneweys, im still with eastern. di pa ko nagreresign. i repeat DI PA! :D LOL. kasi nga balak ko if ever na aalis ako dito, abroad na aketch. gusto ko nga jan sa canada kasi andyan ka.. eh panu naman ako makakarating dyaan?! hanggang pangarap na lang siguro ako.. at least andyan ka sa lupang pangarap kong marating, masaya na ko nun!

di ako nakapunta sa binyag sa baby ni mama wheng kasi nag overnight swimming kami before that day eh kasarapan ng tulog hayun anung petsa na ko nagising.. mukang galit sila saken, sana mapatawad nila ako.. :)

hindi naman sira ang number ko dito sa opisina, baka nagkataon lang na pag tumatawag ka nawawala sa linya.. hehehe! oi seryusli! tawagan mo ako!!! hmp. i miss speaking with you.. yah know!! ibang level kasi daig ang english ni hugh grant! LOL

and i miss you bruk.. tsubra! as in! do u still know what i mean?!!! i mean libreng lafang sa greenbelt/glorietta!!! :D oi di lang dahil dun kita miss ha.. u ought to know that by now.. it;s not the same without you.. (drama!) ang tropa ay di kumpleto dahil wala si ikaw, sad kasi wla ikaw.. last na kita kits nga eh nung despedida mo pa! imagine?! tagal na nun!! heheh total of 8 months na rin pala!!

oi sya, lunch time na. u know i have to eat na and take a nap. u know im a busy person now.. im busy eating and sleeping. :)

ingat ka jan ha! ihalik mo ako sa lupa ng canada! at wag mong kalimutan pag uwe mo - - PASALUBONG ko!!!

lab yu bruk! mwah