What Do I Love About My Husband

This one's a tag that i wont be tired of doing all over and over again. I have been honest of being a brat to my husband all the time, though am not proud of it, am trying very hard to change. I have been very blessed having YObib as my husband, i know very much i am!

So this tag passed by my ever gorgeous friend and very happy wife Umma, is very much irresistible.. Oh i just love to do hubby tags! Thanks so much mare! You just started another virus just before the heart's day! Hahah.

I spent the whole morning reflecting on the things i love most about my husband. I know i can go on with my list but this ones got to do for the moment..

i love his being god-fearing, he prays longer than i do before going to bed, for him sunday mornings should be spent at church. it has been his silent rule to attend the mass every sunday by hook or by crook.

i love the way he surprises me every so often coz he knows it would make me very very happy

i love how he makes me feel i am his one and only queen everytime he cooks for me, prepares me food, peels mango for me and serves me my favorite watermelon! :)

i love him all the more coz he makes me feel so loved everyday with his little ways; the way he holds my hand while we walk, the way he stares at me at a crowded room, i love the way he makes me laugh, the way he introduces me to his friends, the way he flirts at me anytime and anywhere he feels like flirting! :D

i love the way he tames the bratty me, he let me be crazy over my moodiness for the moment and then embraces me back and tells me it's alright, with him i can be me!

i love him most when he do the laundry for me at weekends coz i seem so tired, when he ironed the clothes at saturday nights coz i was tending to yena. (If you're reading this baby, dont be pressured on doing the laundry tomorrow! hahah)

i love the crazy him when he dances half naked like a macho dancer in front of me when drunk or after taking a bath (i cant seem to stop laughing now, coz he can be anything else BUT not a dancer!! hahah)

i love the way he sings 'the way you look tonight' at videoke..and dedicate it later for me..

i love him when he is angry at something coz i can feel he is man enough and i can be submissive enough even for a moment. hahah

i love it when he told me he cant sleep without me at his side, so every night means we have to be entwined in each other's arms and then getting stiff neck right after! :)

i love his transformation from a playboy to a very loving and loyal husband - coz seeing how he takes care of me and yena makes me fly high and stay to cloud 9!

i love his being talkative, the way he confides his past deepest secrets, his aspirations and hopes for the family.. i just love the man that he is becoming all the more each day!

Now am passing this tag to the wives out there that are still and all the more head over heels inlove with their husbands:

Ria, Sheng, Kreez, Odette, Wendy, Rache, Shiela, Phoebe, and Beth!

I have the Sweeetest Husband on Earth!

I have been strangely craving this past few days. My all time favorite chocolate with almonds and green mango satisfied me the morning yesterday. But after eating egg sandwich which i have been longing for days too, i begun drooling over palabok.

So then i changed my yahoo messenger status to - craving for palabok :(. A little less than an hour after, i got a call from my husband asking me to go out and meet him at our lobby.

Lo and behold! He surprised me my palabok packed on a styro filled with squids, crab sticks, shrimps, fish balls and egg toppings! I wanted to jump for joy! I know, i know.. Am really a lucky wife! Isn't he the sweeeetest husband on earth? ;)

runaway

have you tried running away from your present situation?

sometime in my life - i did. when i broke up with my soldier fiance and felt so misunderstood by my family. some of my friends misread my actions too and they thought i was going out of my mind. i felt the world was closing down on me, was it a mistake to choose the one you love most?

like a fugitive, i packed my things unsure where to go or what to do next. i just wanted to escape, i wanted to break free. my eyes were bulging, i cried nonstop. i thought i was a fool to have cried buckets of tears while walking, heading to some directions unclear to me now. i asked for help from a friend, she brought me to another place i can hide for the night. the next day i was about to leave to another direction while crying and feeling guilty of the things i should have decided sooner in my life.. if i can turn back time, i should have chose right away! i shouldnt bother what other people would tell about me..

and if i would live my life again, i would still if i could. i would run away again, this time not alone. i would run away with the one that i love. i would runaway with you!

*sponsored post dedicated to my husband yobib, congrats on your promotion baby! :D HAHAH

this time i know it's for real

For all my life and forever
There's a truth I'll always know
When my world divides and shatters
Your love is where I'll go

I am in love. Now i know it's for REAL!

I love YOU!!!

Falling in love, all over again..

It had been a total of two years, but it seems like yesterday. Our love story is so fast-paced, sometimes action-packed, but often times heart-warming romantic comedy with a twist of lotsss of kacornihan!

But you know what made fall in love to you all over and over again and made my everyday so wonderful?

It is the thought that all my days and nights will be shared with you and knowing that you will be with me in all my tomorrows!

Do you still remember our first public official date at Majayjay Laguna? Can you still recall how happy we were with our SOM Mountaneering friends? And how we keep on teasing that super aloof Daryl to Jason, who is her future husband now??! :) See Jason and Daryl keeping their spaces away from each other, and how Cupid played his role, cause they are tying the knot on August 9! Love really moves in mysterious ways.. ;)


And do you remember this picture? Your first ever visit to my dear alma mater with ME in Cavite. Ofcourse you already gone there a couple of times, but i know this is extra special coz we made our first public appearance as lovers in green. Back to back with, the newly couple Jason and Daryl, the couple in pink..


And after a couple of days, we braced ourselves and got cozy at Baguio, you were and still the PDA type until now! I know you cant get enough of me! But who can resist my charm! Hahaha, get the hint baby? Dont take it seriously, you know i'm just kidding! :p


And remember how we made Arlyn laugh on this photo! You are super naughty, i am so modest pa naman. I know, we are ecstatic at this time because i am four months preggy with our Yena, your Boyengyengan!


And after 15 months of our relationship, and 6-months pregnant. We, against all odds, tied the knot.. I know, remembering all over again how it was, when my immediate family was not at my side, while your family was all there for support. Here came the melodramatic moment of my life, but dont get me wrong, i am happy. Really happy with you.. No doubt, no regrets with you all this time!


and how it always made me smile, recalling how we played parents to these boys.. on our so called honeymoon at Tagaytay..


And as soon as Yena came out, we could not go out, without her anymore. When we say date, it will always be a three! And i cant imagine how Yena made our bond all the more stronger each day...


I might have been very good in my past life, cause God has been pouring me blessings all this time in my life now.. I cant ask for anything more than to be beside you everytime of the day and feel how much you love me, our Yena and our little family. It is and will always be.. I love you more each day!!

Happy 2nd Anniversary to our Mushroom Days!

Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile

i am such a careless mom. last night, yena fell from the bed onto the floor. remembering her wails, my eyes welled up in tears until this morning. it was the first time and i promise it would be the last! i just cannot forgive myself for being so careless.. i deserve serious castigation not only from hubby but also from myself!!

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in our desire to have a date once in a week, hubby and i took our escape for break time over one sweet sundae cone (mine- with fries dip on it!) yesterday. i know, that is oh sooo sweet! i am so ashamed for being so brutal and senseless idiot for picking up useless fights to my husband.

if only i can overcome my postpartum depression and lessen my unending war and freaking nerve wracking emote sessions to hubby. sigh. i'm glad he can control emotions and still can ride with me all this time..

after our toothaching date, i got the chance to sneaked to our clinic and checked on my weight.. and yes, i lost another 3lbs. i am 104lbs now!! 4lbs to go and i am really back to my old mini skirt! cant wait.. ;p

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while all prices are soaring high nowadays. i should have expected our bus fare to increase in it's highest peak. Our 39 km en route to office everyday is now worth a whooping P70 from P55. I can just sigh remembering my college days when that ride is as cheap as P28. Those were the days..

I married my enemy

after 15 months of the relationship, i got married last year to my enemy, yobib. at exactly 10am on October 26, 2007, we officially became husband and wife.

i wish to say that we were super best friends before, but we're not. in fact, i am so snub with him for my notions that he is super babaero and di ko siya kayang sabayan (this i thought!) and he was suplado towards me. we were not close to being friends actually until the time came that we got to know each other. i learned that he is a kind-hearted guy, very comic, with him there is no dull moments, i always find myself laughing if not giggling. he's an accountant like me and so there are times when we review notes on our past years as college students.. and doing stories like what ifs. what if he studied at PLM or what if we knew each other during our college days, blah blah.

we talked a lot. actually we laughed a lot. to those who know him well, they will agree with me when i i say that he is such a big clown. a very caring friend and such a wonderful person inside and out.. though i know he has his scars too, but i love it all. like a complete package.

dont let him get angry cause it will be hard. i remember a time when we had misunderstanding and he was so angry.. his face becoming red and his eyes like a fire.. he's so scary when he is angry.. some of my friends find him masunget, i guess it's always wrong timing. they seldom find him on his other extreme end.. he is extremely extremes. always at farthest end. he is sooo nice and kind to the other side and sooo terribly scary to the other.. i dont get it sometimes, but i am learning to love his being him.

our relationship paints a smile to those who know us very well and would raise an eyebrow to those who are still judging us. then, we hear words like, they will not make it! but look at us now, we are still on the beginning of our journey(hehe!) (-and it was hard, very difficult at times) but we're getting it through, i am thankful we are getting by and i'm embracing every single minute of it..

i love the idea of being with the man i hated then and whom im so much in love now. enemy then, lovers now.. building their dreams together and keeping their love alive.

Mr & Mrs Eras

ERAS - TIMBAS CIVIL WEDDING
Date: October 26, 2007
Venue: RTC Silang, Cavite
Reception: Balinsasayaw, Silang, Cavite

now i will have to recall every inch of details of the wedding that was and will forever leave a mark in my heart!

Oct 26. 9am. now i know the feeling of getting married. that thing called butterly in the stomach?! i might have felt them or its just my baby kicking? heheh. seriously, i felt all tensions and fear inside me.. as yobib and kuya andy would be on RTC ahead of us, while yobib's parents, ninang imee and ninong pete and i are on the same car. on the way to RTC i can hear how fast and loud my heart beats.. im so panicky, what if something beyond our control happens?! and all i remember doing that time was to pray..

10am. we were all inside the RTC. the judge daw will be late! hihih. it was unusual daw, kc the judge never came late.. and so yobib and i tease each other on who would like to back out.. nervously i think, ninong pete would always whisper to ninang imee to ask for the judge's cellphone number and tell her we're waiting for her.. baka daw the judge forgot she has to officiate a wedding at 10am. heheh. and so to kill time, the group started taking pictures, while yobib and i practice our wedding passages/lines.. and it was so funny playing with the words in that booklet, seems like we are just playing things. it was taken so lightly. hahah.

and so the judge came 15 minutes before 11am. and that ceremony/procedure started. it was a smooth, wacky and romantic-daw na wedding. kasi naman, while reading our lines, we keep on laughing remembering the reading practice we had minutes before. buti na lng, the judge was mabait.. she was laughing with us too. and when she said, you may now kiss your bride, it was automatic! :)

11am. we were on our way to the reception area na. bilis noh?! :) having enjoyed the food, the ambiance and the fresh air, we went home full, of love inspiration and hope that this marriage will last a lifetime! ;)
honeymoon? no honeymooning after the wedding! ang KJ?! ah nauna na un eh! LOL. we went home straight, had a nap and prepare ourselves for the next tiring day.

Oct 27. 9am. we went to my OB. had my prenatal checkup then head home. this day, we invited our friends to have a little dinner with us..

3pm. i had an encounter with my mother. she was so furious about me getting married. i cried bucket of tears and promised myself it would be the last time i will ever cry (while being preggy ha!) wawa naman ang baby ko, mommy seldom controls her emotions and cries easily when hurt.. im afraid yoghurt will be iyakin when he/she comes out.

5pm onwards. yobib had his family and friends to cheer and celebrate with us on our start of forever.. luckily, i had two (thanks Athel and Kat!!) of my friends who drop by! :)

addendum: 2 weeks after the wedding, heto kami ng pinakamamahal kong si yobib.. holding on and never letting each other go. we had our heaviest quarrels so far, our stormest storm and our unending conflicts but here we are. still inlove and loving every moment of our lives together..

for this post, i would like to say to my baby, my husband, my bestest friend, my fan (LOL), my idol, my hero, my lover, my father & kuya rolled into one, my heart, my love, my life, my present, my future and my forever..

BABY, I LOVE U MOST! I WILL NEVER KNOW HOW TO GO ON WITH LIFE WITHOUT YOU. ALL I WANT IS TO GROW OLD WITH YOU.

MOVE ON!

may mga taong madaling mag move on, may mga taong npakakupad sa linyang ito. naiintindihan ko ang mga kapamilya, kamag anak at ilang piling kaibigan na hindi pa makapagpatuloy ng buhay (hanep!LOL) dahil sa not so new kong lovelife.. kasi nga they thought na ung boypren por pyb yirs e xa na rin por lyp.. eh what shall we do? di nga ganun ang nangyari eh! its love! not matter how hard or weird or crazy it is.. there's no easy way out but to let go.. MOVE ON! in time naman i know they will.. duhbah? in time!

BUT i do not get it and i will not buy it, pag may mga not so close na kakilala na sobrang affected at di kmi ni 'anu' ang nagkatuluyan! now, when they see me, parang nakakita ng ghost.. or napakalaki ng wall sa pagitan, kunyari di nila ako nakikita! haler?! pagbitchy self ako that day naku napatulan ko na! JOKE. heheh. di ako ganun. sayang ang energy ko noh! kung ganun sila, its fine with me! eh ganun sila?! anung magagawa ko? i cant change them. i will not change them. that's what they feel and i respect them for that..

eh kung yung tao nga na gusto niyo for me, ayun hafing hafi na sa kanyang love life ngayon.. panu pa ikaw? MOVE ON my dear!

eh nung nalaman ko nga na nung kami pa, marami pala 'siyang' on the side, at yung isa sa mga sidings na yun eh ung current girl nia ngayon, at mas bata at mas maganda daw saken.. carry lng ako! hello? nakamove on na ko noh! didibdibin ko pa ba ang mga yun? dami na problema ng pilipinas para intindihin ko pa sila! kaya move on!

naman.. respect my life! respect my new love life.. its my life, my world and im happier now.. so please MOVE ON!

ps.

i love you more my baby! wag mo na itanong kung sino silang di makapagmove on ha! bulong ko na lng sau.. wink.

a year that was

isang taon na mula ng naging 'kami" ni yobib. ang bilis ng panahon. i always tell him na akala ko di kami aabot sa ganito.. hindi sa ayaw ko or napilitan lang, i just still cant believe that after all the storms, heto kami ngayon holding each other tight each day and cant wait to cuddle each other after a day of work. our relationship has been sooo far from perfect and i can humbly say that we had survived many trials, pains and sorrows and still getting stronger to fight for the love we thought would never be where it is now. and i will always be thankful to the One great reason that keeps us together, to God, that has always been there guiding us to each step we take.

we hated each other before. his first impression of me was so simple. i didnt strike lighting nor get him off his knees. i dont look like his future. well neither do i to him. i will never forget how i despise him for being so playboy. we really hated each other and often ignore each other on friends gatherings.. but that was then.

now, its a very different story. i cannot imagine myself without him by myside anymore. i would like to say first impression doesnt last. can u imagine yobib doing ALL the household chores? cooking, cleaning, washing the laundry.. everything. i am the queen, the little princess.. and he's my soo handsome slave-king-knight in so shining armor.. i will never in my wildest dreams think he is caregiver (the best in town!). how he would take good care of me now. how sincere he is when he tells me i am the only one, which i - half of the time- believe him.. (half of the time he's kidding me and making me bola, i should know!) but i know deep he is true and i love him for being what he is. i sooo love the ways he love me..

i dont know why im writing this (i sound weird, heheh), i thought i just miss him every single minute.. gosh. im blushing. and because i am 12 weeks pregnant today with our baby, i just want to tell you little future daddy that i love you more and more each day..

and

HAPPY HAPPY FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

dear baby,

tinawagan ko office ni daryl, so busy ata sila ni arlyn kaya si cleo ang nakausap ko.. gusto ko lng ilabas nararamdaman ko ngayon. feeling ko kasi any minute sasabog na ko.

nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa pagpupuyat niya. tinanong niya ko kung ok na tayo. sabi ko mukang malabo na. galit ka. sabi ni johnny ganun daw talaga reaction ng lalake, tulad mo di rin siya papayag kung si cleo ang nasa katayuan ko. sabi ni cleo kung pwede bang umayaw na ako dun sa muse na un. sabi ko talaga namang ayoko, wala lang akong magawa. its like martial law here. dahil lang dun nag aaway tayo.

as of now, naghihintay lang ako ng text from trece, dun nila dinala si tatay. i am so hopeful na di malala lagay niya. sabi kasi ng doktor nia dalhin na siya sa hospital to undergo series of lab tests. sinabi ko sa'yo noon na ayokong dalhin dun si tatay kasi nakakatakot baka kung anung iturok nila.. basta natatakot ako.

di kita matawagan, nahihiya ako sa'yo. tuwing may tampuhan tayo at natatakot ako, isang tawag ko lang sa'yo darating ka agad. now, pinanghihinaan na ko ng loob pero di ko magawang tawagan or iemail ka. nasanay lang ako na lagi kang nandyan pag kailangan kita. siguro dapat kayanin ko tong mag isa.

gusto ko ng umuwe ngayon, gusto ko ng makita tatay ko. im such a crying baby. kasi ngayon tulo ng tulo ang luha ko. basta gusto ko lang umuwe ngayon at mayakap tatay ko. makitang ok siya. pero di ko magawa.

hirap ng ganito, may tampuhan tayo.. nasa hospital pa si tatay.

nakakalungkot. nakakaubos ng luha. pero kakayanin ko to. alam kong kahit nagtatampo ka mahal mo pa rin ako, sabi mo pa kahit na anung mangyari yayakapin mo pa rin ako.. ganun din ako sa'yo!

sana magkasama tayo ngayon at pinapalakas mo loob ko..

the red flag is up!

when the red flag is up, he's checking MY emails
when it is so, you have to update your blog to his satisfaction

the red flag is up because he wants you to do his RULE
the rule is, NO to that non-sense "muse issue"
he knew i also hate the idea of that "muse thing!"
i am not muse-material, i know.
and i am not being gullible when all of "them" telling me i should be the "ONE"
when what im feeling and what i am is not the "ONE"

but what will i do?!
i am in a situation where, when i say NO!, they'd say GO!
when i cry NO! they would all still say GO!
it's as if i have no choice but to GO! when i really DON'T want to!

he said choose,
is it ME or THEM?
are YOU and them by any chance in same level?!!
YOU ought to know i will choose you, always.
and THEM is never a choice! you know that!
but the situation IS!

I just want you to support me, even if WE both hate the idea!
I just thought you will support me all the way
please dont tell me i am wrong.

when all these things mellowed down,
i will embrace you still with arms wide open,
i love you still, for always.

yobib and his new front tooth

i knocked out yobib

emergency leave kami ni yobib kahapon. our main agenda, to look for a dentist who will make his front teeth anew! night before we had a fight, a boxing fight. it was meant to be playful. but he hit me pretty hard with so many punches. at dahil nasaktan ako, gumanti ako ng suntok. naiwasan niya ang kanang kamao ko pero di sya nakailag sa bangis ng left upper cut ko! yes. sounds like a battered husband. but hey we're just playing! he started it! tinapos ko lang ng isang makasaysayan at malupit na knocked out!

fast tooth!
after some text to friends and reaching unreach numbers, a friend of mine from PLM referred us to Dra. Anne of Counter Decay Clinic at Paco. We came there at 1030 and she finished yobib's build up and measuring up of new tooth at around 1pm. at 7pm Dra texted yobib "And2 na ngipin mo, pede na natin ikabit!" so funny. and at 8pm he had his new front tooth already.. boila! :)

-i i i i i -

the housemates are all not feeling well yesterday. daryl spent afternoon at the house. after having our lunch at around 2pm we all take a NAP until 7pm. it was a long nice nap and it kept me unawake even the rain is pouring so hard! while daryl and yobib cleared the flood at the kitchen, i continue my so soundful sleep! :D

right now, i am still the AIDS-person. whew. i think i am loaded here at work but it is so manageable that leaves me with a week of being so idle. sometimes i love it, sometimes im beginning to get tired of it..

im breaking the rules!

being an obedient daughter, i, most of the time follow what my parents want for me.. as they say mother knows best (true!) and so id like to think i am a 99% "masunuring anak" to them.

being an underdog elder sister, i would always make it a point to top list my beloved sister's wants..

being a loving ate to our bunso, anything that i can provide i will gladly give it to him with arms wide open..

i'd like to think i am giving them what they want from me.. coz that's what they deserve, coz that would make them happy! what they ask from me, i will always (if not always) give in..

but some things change.not my love for them, not my being obedient to them, change! not even my heart ever denied anything i can offer them..

something (most important thing- i think) change within me..

i am NOW following my heart much to the disappointment of my mother and my sister! sad. sigh. sniff.

i followed my heart.. i listened much to what my heart beats as it told me to obey what it really felt. i am following my heart.. i am following what i am feeling.. i feel im falling.. i fell. i feel im inlove. i felt love. i am loved. he loves me. i love him.

others say it was a revenge. while for me it is simply being ME. i felt it and i simply obeyed it. they said i broke the rules. i broke the norms. for whatever sense they like to call it.. am i being stubborn following what my heart dictates me to do?

i always wish my family and my love of my life would be together even for a day. i wish it will not be just a wish! id like it sooner than soon. please!

i know i am not breaking anything. or if i did, im glad i did it for fairness to everyone concerned. if that's what they want to call it... YES! im breaking the rules.. im breaking norms! just to follow what my heart feels... my heart feels for yobib.. and so im with him!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF US BABY..

i love you! so much!!

bakit pa?

bakit pa ko maiinlove kay piolo or sam, eh sobrang inlababu na ko kay FAFA YOBIB?

bakit pa ko maghahanap ng rakista or bokalista, eh meron na kong yobib "my all star gitarista with golden voice"?!

baket pa ko maghahanap ng carbo foods sa labas kung meron ng 4 extra rice si yobib? :)

bakit pa ko maghahanap ng honey, darling or sweetheart kung meron na kong BABY sa puso ko?

bakit pa ko maghahanap ng sundalo or architect kung meron ng ACCOUNTANT ang buhay ko?

bakit pa ko maghahangad ng dozen of roses kung meron na kong surprise na supply ng 1 or 3 red roses from the one who loves me so much?

bakit pa ko manghihingi ng ferreiro or tobleron kay inang daryl na melon kung meron akong kitkat from yobib?

bakit pa ko maghahanap ng tsinito or moreno kung meron na kong mestisong si yobib?

baket pa ko maghahanap ng sixfooter or bodybuilder kung meron na kong 'high blood' na machong di tumiigil sa pagkain hanggat di nabibitak ang likod!?

bakit pa ko maghahanap ng superman o batman kung meron na kong "SUPER KADNAPERU"??

at bakit pa ko maiiinis sa mga "HOPE" na umaaligid sa baby ko? Eh alam ko namang ako lang ang nasa puso at isip niya??

at baket ako maniniwala sa kung anung sinasabi at sasabihin ng iba, eh eto na nga ang sabi ng baby ko!

"nobody owns me but my baby...no matter what happen i'll stick to my baby...harangan man ako ng isang libong itak at sibat, bala at isang batalyong sundalo ay hindi ako matitinag at matatakot hanggat taglay ko ang tunay at wagas na pag ibig ng baby ko..anong sandata pa ang hihigit sa isang tunay na pag iibigan..

pipiliin ko pang mamatay na naghihirap at ipinaglalaban ang taong mahal ko kaysa sa mabuhay sa karangyaan na kapiling ang taong hindi tinitibok ng aking puso...

aanhin ko pa ang bawat yaman sa mundo kung hindi ikaw ang makakahati sa bawat makakamtan ko...

aanhin ko pa ang lahat ng bukas kung hindi ikaw ang makakasama sa bawat tatahakin ko...

mahal kita higit sa aking buhay..higit sa kanino pa man...

u are worth fighting for..u are worth dying for...!" - yobib


ang swit pu diba?! ayan nagmimelt na naman heart ko! :D
and yobib has his version of "bakit pa?" for me and for the people in the hauz! weheheheh!