Wednesday, May 12, 2010

How can I live?!

It has been days without my internet connection at home. It was terrible. I felt lost already. I know it looks so petty but please allow me to let this all out.

Last night was hopeless. I called smartbro for 2 hours. I was able to talk to 2 customer service representatives for 2 minutes each. And the rest of the time my phone on speaker mode was just ringing, there was no answer. I was cranky already and then I realized on what internet connection is turning me into – a monster. I was crying while trying to check the connection. i was irritated to every noise my daughter made and i was not definitely myself.

Should I be a bitch because I don’t have a connection and ignore my daughter who was happily playing with her cousin? At that very minute I was still thinking of playing at Still weighing things on whether to play money slots or play money roulette. I was so ashamed of myself. I am a bad mom.

So I turned off my laptop, forget about that damn connection and played with her. Just like those nights when I still don’t have my connection at home, we watched TV, I cooked and we ate together, we read her books, we played nonstop with her toys and made fun of each other. We slept at 12am tired and happy. I was back to my old self and I felt better. When smartbro pulls me down my daughter will always lift me up!


nuts Wednesday, May 12, 2010 1:19:00 PM  

i so can relate.. :(

redamethyst Wednesday, May 12, 2010 7:01:00 PM  

aww, hirap talaga pag walang net. pero enjoy pa rin kasi andyan ang mga anak natin.

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Clarissa Monday, May 17, 2010 6:21:00 AM  

Hirap nga talaga pag ganun noh?Kung kelang atat na atat kang mag-internet tapos ala namang connection,kaka-stress naman talaga.

gorgeous_MHE Monday, May 17, 2010 2:48:00 PM  

tsk tsk tsk... napaka saklap naman ng pang yayari. lipat kana kasi sa Tatoo (globe broadband) te niks.. un ang gamit ko...
try it!!!

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