Monday, March 23, 2009

Sadness Attack 101 - and then God answers them!

Dance like no one is watching,
Sing like no one is listening
and
BLOG like no one is reading!!
Monday, 9:00AM
These are the days my friend, where no matter how hard i fight it, worries arise and sadness seems here to stay.. I really blog to let loose on what is making me heavy. It is my online diary by the way, so forgive me if am not on my jolly self...

1. There is a 90% possibility that i will not have my internet connection at home. Smartbro had twice checked on our new place for a possible signal but there was none. Our place has no good signal and the area looks so congested with internet subscribers already. Final testing for signal will be done today, but it is only 10% chance of having my connection. :( I have been very very upset by this since saturday.

2. For a possible connection at home, my last resort is wir
eless connection. Which is a very slow process, considering i have applied for it since December 2008, I dont have feedback from Smart Wireless UNTIL NOW! Another sigh. (I really NEED internet connection at home - this is the rationale why i have my nancy laptop!)

3. Bills are lining up. Hubby still unemployed. Big sigh. (To which according to statistics; 180,000 filipinos are already jobless due to recession! So am not the only one worrying big about this, i know - but i cant help it!! huhuh)

4. I kept on thinking about my Kumareng Nancy. I tried calling her but her cellphone could not be reached. I just hope that wherever she is.. she is doing fine. (Just a text from her would comfort me though)

~ 0 ~

And then God answers them all in a day..

Monday, 5:00pm


answer to sadness 1, a connection at home seems so impossible. i have to accept the fact that broadband is unfeasible on our new house..

answer to sadness 2, i will just hope for the best on my wireless application... please smart wireless i badly need it! :)

answer to sadness 3, yobib is signing his job offer at a petroleum company at this very minute.. oh my! God is really good! Thank you Lord!!

answer to sadness 4, i saw mareng nancy's drops at entrecard dropping list today. if that is her, it is really really good news! misss her so much! :)



14 comments:

ghieGANDA Monday, March 23, 2009 12:30:00 PM  

sad ka na nmn dear? at least this time u know the reason why. sana tomorrow happy kana ulet. muah muah! =)

honeybhing23 Monday, March 23, 2009 1:14:00 PM  

niko cheer up:) everything will be ok and u'll gonna have ur internet connection.

Clarissa Monday, March 23, 2009 1:22:00 PM  

Depressing nga yan,dear but think positive!Everything has a reason!Wag kang mawawalan ng pag-asa!

Dhemz Monday, March 23, 2009 3:43:00 PM  

Hello ganda..nako life is like that...you will never know when it hits you...in my opinion ganda...1 and 2 is not really a bigger of a deal to get depress....hehhehe....nako ang nakaka depress is yung wala kang income...hehhehe...isipin mo lang family mo at lahat nang accomplishments mo sa buhay....think positive ganda...cheer up!

I am worried of sistah Umma too..kasi she said she will update us after 1 week...pero never heard of her either...hope all is well...miss ko na rin sya...:)

Be happy ganda....:)

kittykat Monday, March 23, 2009 5:18:00 PM  

Naku pati tuloy I fell depress na rin Sis..Don't worry just keep on praying..ako nga wala din internet connection sa bahay and I am only using my cellphone kasi wala din signal ang Smartbro sa amin..good thing I can do most of my blogging at work..

Your hubby will find work soon..Just keep on praying there is nothing impossible with God..

I am worried about Nancy as well..tried calling her too but I guess her phone is turned off..I also hope she'll text or e-mail so we know how she is as well as her Mom..

I hope she got to Taipei safe and sound and YL behaved..

basta sis..don't be too upset..cheer up ok..ako nga dami din reasons to be depressed but I focus more on the things that will not make me sad..

We're just here ok..mwuah..ingat sa pag-uwi mamya..kisses to Yena..see you soon

honeybhing23 Monday, March 23, 2009 6:41:00 PM  

God is really good:) See:) so instead of worrying to much...offer to Him everything that bothers u now... and in His own time everything will be ok...

kitam mo na nga at ang lakas mo kay Lord:)

Mom of Four Tuesday, March 24, 2009 9:18:00 AM  

Mare ko, congratulations kay Pareng Yobib huh. Sana eh tuloy tuloy na yan. Di ko pa rin nakikita si Mareng Umma eh. Tungkol sa internet service mo eh well, patience Mare, patience..

Beng Tuesday, March 24, 2009 10:10:00 AM  

mahaba haba pa ang iyong landas na susuungin...whew! taga bulacan talaga ako hehehehe... Have Faith! Always remember that "When God closes the door, He opens a window"...

Cecile Tuesday, March 24, 2009 4:37:00 PM  

Hello, Niko, thanks sa visit ha :-) nandito lang ako, busy! Sana wag ka na ma depress, kasi may answers naman na sa lahar t eh :-); I am glad yobib finally got the job...hurray! As for Umma, oo nga sometimes drop siya ec, ka ka miss na nga eh; sana okay lang siya at ang mother niya.

oo, i will let you know pa okay na yung palabok ko, matatagalan nga lang bago ma perfect,.wahhh.

Miss you, too, dear muahhh...i will drop at your two other blogs later, matutulog na muna ako. Madaling araw na dito eh hehehe, putay na naman si ako :-(

ghieGANDA Tuesday, March 24, 2009 5:40:00 PM  

wow.. congrats to yobib! heheh.. God indeed answered ur prayer. kelan ang start niya? hehe..

sana nga c sister umma na un. san na kaya sya ngaun?

patanggal kaya nten ang church para magkasignal ang connection mo? hehhe.. juk! taas kasi! d ba pedeng dun ilagay ang antenna? hehehe. lol.

=)

Madz Tuesday, March 24, 2009 5:57:00 PM  

hello mare, I've just finished reading your worries while our radio is playing a Marriah Carey song HERO - and then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on,,,,,, when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you,,, and you'll finally see the truth - that the hero lies in you!! IN TIME YOU'LL FIND A WAY........huhuhu I have now tears flowing in my cheeks!

I believe in you mare, just be strong, if there's anything I can help please let me know, I am willing to help... yes you are correct, God is always there if we only seek His face, He has everything to grant our request, all we have to do is to ask... I know everything will be alright mare...

Good that hubby managed to get a job soon despite of recession, there's a way, just don't loose your hope okay...try to be strong....

may chika pla ako sayo mmya nlng kc naiyak tuloy ako...GOD IS WITH US....

Madz Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:09:00 PM  

Uy eto pla chika ko sayo...hope this makes your day....

last night I had a dream, that I had a 2 year old baby girl, her name is SOFIA (well gusto ko dn name nya is SOFIA MARIE) cute ba mare? ganda dba if in case I am having a baby girl... then hubby had been back to work in Angola, and we have visited him.... so the venue is in the mine site, then my baby was a subject of everybody's talks, since she waves her hands saying hi, hello and my name is Sofia.. cute tlga nya as in!!

She looks little me and little Stuart.. tintawag syng Madz liit and some was calling her little Stuart...and on our first night hiniram sya ng friend kong South African, it was getting very late already to have my baby still with her, so hubby decided to fetch her.. they both came but she was asleep..

The following morning bumalik n nman friend ko but she couldn't talk to me straight, and could not even look at me straight, then baby ko was saying I want Auntie Amanda, in short she didn't want me anymore... so I really cried... then I confronted hubby what was wrong and what is going on, he then confided in me that he was seduced by my friend and they kissed each other in front of my daughter... meaning nalipat sa friend ko ang love ng baby ko sa knya!! huhuhhuhuu..

Iyak ko tlga sa dream ko, then when I woke up this morning I told hubby, he just laughed at sa lhat daw na pwede kong ipartner sa dream ko si pangit na Amanda pa daw...hahahhaha namimili pa ang lalaki... ahahaha... ano kya un....weird no...

but I sae my future daughter in my dream... totoo kyang I am having a baby girl mare? yahoooooooooo kya when I saw Yena here, naalala ko tuloy dream ko..

Okidoki, I'm done, hehheh hope you liked it...hehehhe

God bless you always mare, lovelots... and see yah...

Maria Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:46:00 PM  

Good for you Niko! God is really good. We may not have all the answers as we want them all the time, but he answers. Ans I'm so glad for you. Biro mo sinagot agad ang mga prayers mo.

Sorry for not visiting, been really busy. But I'm here now ;)

Elizabeth Wednesday, March 25, 2009 8:15:00 AM  

dont worry too much niko, the wrinkles remember? :)

always remember pa din that God is in control and He is a big God. bigger than our problems. Pray natin na magkainternet ka nga sa house, necessity na kasi yan ngayon pero pag di talga, pwede ba un USB na internet sa inyo, me ganun na sa smart at globe di ba? Try mo kaya un pag wala na talagang choice.

anyway, ingat ka lagi. congrats kamo ke yobib ha? sino mag-aalaga ke yena? dadalhin nyo sa inlaws? :)

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