Do not invest in emotions

That was what my blogging friend Pehpot told me the moment i confide to her on how much i felt hurt about a close friend's recent snubbing incident. I invest in too much emotions. I am close to the bone, an emotional person.

That's why you cry easily, she told me. And she is right, I am a cry baby. I pull too much air in my stomach just by writing this, i can feel the lump in my throat and my eyes are getting heavier. My tears are falling already, but that's just me. Am crying for no reason at all. Might be i was hurt, but believe me when i say, i am still happy..

Clarissa, Daniel's mom and my highschool friend from The Sisters of Mary School, called me twice about "some doubt" on Daniel's case. She said she is on her way to that foundation, sooner than soon Daniel will be with the other babies with the same case like his at www.liftbabies.org. She told me i have to hear it from her first, Daniel's case is of course not a scam and her supposed letter was made by a friend who is helping her on Daniel's campaign. That friend is the mother of Rainier, a boy who recovered from billiary atresia in 2005.

I have read a blogger's reservation about Daniel's case, she got three letters of different moms, babies and dates using the same back bone of the letter asking for help. I feel bad for the doubt. There are more or less $400 donations at my paypal account from the day i posted the $3 for Daniel campaign, even before i posted clarissa's letter and even before i posted daniel's pictures. The donors felt no hesitation, they donated without asking, symphatize with daniel's family and embrace the campaign by posting the project on their blog. No doubt, just pure love!

Sometimes you just have to trust, it won't hurt.

PS:
Today there's a total of $618.60 donations from those donors who trust enough. May God continue to bless you all!