Bente things about ME

1. eldest of three but doesnt look like one (sabi nila). i act and think like im the youngest.. feel ko fave ako ng father ko at clown (daw) ako ng pamilya. LOL

2. all three siblings were born in manila. both parents came from the vizayas. my father from aklan and mother from iloilo. nakakaintindi pero di kayang magsalita ng ilonggo. di ako makaintindi ng salita ng aklan. dalawang salita lang sa aklan ang alam ko, ham-an at ayam. baket at aso sa tagalog. :)

3. favorite kong colors ay magenta, lavender, periwinkle and any shade of violet. i can sleep even with only one pillow, cannot sleep with lights on at fave kumot ko ay cotton tweety! :D

4. mahilig mag alaga ng hayop, mostly dog at parrot fish. ayoko ng pusa! on the near future, in my own home, i want a parrot fish, bird and dog as my pets.

5. sobrang sentimental (iyakin!) when my three-year-old heart shaped parrot fish died, i cried a river! :D

6. i cannot leave home without my bag and everything in it, if its urgent call to move out di pedeng di ko dala ang lip gloss and a penny (and now my mastercard).. (wink!)

7. already got two dozens (and counting!!) of inaanak. i have a list of them including their birthdays!

8. favorite movie ko so far is The Notebook. fave ko si Jacky Chan and Jet Li.

9. in highschool, schoolmates used to call me LIU PANG, emperor of Han Dynasty, because they like it! until now some of them call me that! and its so nostalgic, it melts my heart! heheh. those who calls me liu pang would get a kiss from me pronto!

10. during college, one of my classmates baptized me with baby "niko", coz she found out that i sooo adore Niko Manalo of Streetboys.. and thats the start of it!

11. i am currently reading 'Walking On - The Best of Women on the Journey" and i love it! hobby ko rin ang magcollect ng cosmopolitan magazines..

12. can easily got drunk. hilo na ko sa isang Red Horse! at pagsinamahan ng Tequila, tatawag na ko ng uwak!!

13. member ng choir sa simbahan. minsan soprano, minsan alto. at aminado akong hindi ako marunong sumayaw!!

14. i love off-shoulder dress/blouse, shorts and mini skirts. hate close shoes.

15. i love surprises. sobra!! AT mahilig ako sa bulaklak... lalo na sa RED ROSES! (wink! wink!)

16. i have this hobby of memorizing numbers and dates of all significant events in my life.. i love remembering birthdays of friends. when i was 12, nangarap akong maging madre. reversing 12, 21 yrs old ako ng unang nagkaboypren. :)

17. can play the guitar, kaya kong tugtugin ang TORETE ng Moonstar88 even in my dreams (yabang! ew); Crazy for You at Jeepney ng Spongecola (pag may coaching na 'to ni baby!)

18. i keep on saying 'im so gutom' when hungry and 'im so busog' when im full. i cant skip breakfast. im a rice eater. DATI akong adik sa kape! now hot chocolate/milo na lang. fave ko ang hot chocolate ng 7Eleven.. piattos, lays green, kitkat and hersheys.. ilan lang sa mga fave ko! :D uhm yum yummy. mas gusto ako ang pansit kesa spagetti. di ako mahilig sa ice cream, salad at cake. macaroni salad with mayo only, masaya na ko! DATI rin akong adik sa softdrinks..

19. the moment i wake up- APO, Celine Dion, Lani Misalucha, Lobo at Firehouse lang naman ang mga favorite kong tinutugtog.. and i love old songs... every sunday morning i love listening to FM stations kasi nakakasabay ako sa mga kanta way before i was born! adik akong manood ng TV, fave series ko ang 24 at alias. i can spend the whole day watching movies on DVD!

20. Feeling ko entertainer ako or something close to it in my past life. sabi ng nanay ko, days old pa lang ako naging extra na daw ako sa movie ni ate vi. So actress. mahilig din ako sa Art, i remember joining art contests in highshool. So isa rin akong maARTe. Paglaki ko gusto kong maging designer!! kasali rin ako sa basketball team ng CBPA at JPIA nung college (pamparami!!) mabilis daw kasi akong tumakbo. So Athlete aketch! Maliksi rin akong kumilos, one time in my life, pinangarap ko ring maging sundalo. nagback out ako kasi di ako marunong mag push up! :)
- - -
ayyyy parang kulang!! dapat pala 40. next time na lang yung next 20. :D

Dont cry out loud..

Ang nakaraan..

December 20, 2006 - ETPI Finance Christmas Party

Kakaluha sa kahihiyan: Ang di malilimutang performance night (waaaaah! i dont want to be reminded!) nagkalat lang naman ako! Pero infairness danda costume namen.. at nakuha namen ang 1st Prize noh. But that will never equal the shame and scandal ive done. i admit i am a poor dancer, really! yaiks talaga. next chika please!!

Kakaluha sa takot: Mas may kadiri pa sa mga kadiri akong naeksperyens dito! tatlong beses ba namang sabihin sa'ken ang mga katagang ito "iuuwi kta!!!" at karipas na ko ng pag uwe.. buti na lng at sinundo ako ni baby. :)

December 21, 2006 - Best One Christmas Party

After effet of kahihiyan: Wala akong hangover sa previous party, 8pm pa lang nkauwe na ko noh! ciempre pa mahirap na, ayoko pong maiuwe ni "lolo". never! over my dead bootylicious body! weheheheh. Pero parang sabog akong pumasok.. natatakot akong lumingon baka anjan na sya at di ko pa nakikita... yay. trauma ata ako! di na talaga ako sasayaw or kakagat ng labi or BOTH. YAIKS tlga ako! yan tuloy..

Kakaiyak na nakakatuwang takutan: Lunch time, sa glorietta (chuchal!) Saisaki c/o Boss Kits! Lufet talaga.. ayoto tlaga ng japanese food! once i tasted it sa BentoBox (nung birthday ko!) at promise ko sa sarili ko na LAST na yun! yaw ko tlga ng lasa, i swear! :) Sushi and Maki tasted just fine, pero ang Salmon Sashimi???!! YOKO!!

at ang pananakot ni Boss "Iuuwi ka ni "lolo" o kakainin mo tong Sashimi!"

"Boss magpapauwe na lang po ako!" LOL

Ang ending, di ko pa rin kinain. Tigas Talaga ulo ko eh!

Kakaluhang asaran: Asaran, dito nag eexcel ng sobra ang baby ko, tuwang tuwa siyang naaasar at napipika ako sa kanya! habang party panalo na naman siya, di ko nabilang kung ilang beses akong napikon.. pero ok lng nanalo naman kami sa game.. weheheh. at ang prize? jewelry box! :)

December 22, 2006 - The Ring

Luha ng kagalakan: May pasok pa sa opisina, pero dahil sa "puyat" ng nagdaang party.. we decided not to go to work na lang.. sabi ni baby bili na lng daw kmi ng matagal na namen parehong pinapangarap bilhin.. ang aming wedding ring! :) yahooo!

After praying and blessing of the ring sa Sta Cruz, naghanap na kmi ng 501, yes si levi's nga.. ang lagi niyang kinukulit saken (ang galing po kasi may free na white shirt, heheheh) and what touched me was, the smile on his face, ahhh PRICELESS! thanks mastercard! :)

and speaking of Mastercard. Thanks tlga.. Priceless din ang ngiti ng mga kapatid kong c Aya at Lui at ang fave kong niece na si Iya nung nagshopping kami.

At ang mga pamangkin kong makukulet hanggang tenga rin ang ngiti.. all the best siyempre para saan pang nagttrabaho si ate, it's all for them! yaiks. heheheh

thanks mastercard. now i have to work double time to pay you. mahirap mabankrupt! kakaiyak yun!! :D

December 23, 2006 - Shopping again??

Kakaiyak sa pagod: It was a planned day, punta ng SM to buy something for Macky and Chang2, my baby's brother and nephew. at ang laging pahirap.. si baby di na naman nakakapag withdraw!! na naman. basta daming beses na kaming lumalabas na naghahanap ng ATM. ang siste, sobrang haba ng mga pila!! pero naging "OK DIN" after 48 years. next time tlga magpapakagirlscout na ako! yun lang!

December 24, 2006 - 3 Masses, 1 Missed

Missed: 4am mass- As usual, tulo laway akong nagising ng 4:30am. palpak na naman ang alarm ko! kamusta naman?! call time sa choir ng 3:30am, para sa last simbang gabi!! weheheh. so dahil late na ko, tinuloy ko na lang si tulog ko! :)

9:00am mass went just fine. hayun di lang pala ako ang tinaghali ng gising at di naka attend ng 4am mass! heheh. si leader of the band humabol lang din pala! :) ninerbyos si baby.. hehehe nagsolo ba naman sa pagtugtog! sayang di ko napanood ang panginginig niya!

after mass, me and kat had a heart-to-heart talk. haaay. miss talking to her! so much. miss ko na rin ang tropang PLM ko. huhuhuh. pero hindi na tlaga ako ung tulad ng dati.. ngayon, i dnt tell everything na. more than half of what i feel, im keeping it all inside me. naiyak ako while talking to her.. pero iba na rin. di na ko nagbabaha ngayon.. i guess im much stronger now! or maybe now is not yet the time to tell it all out.. not now. maybe never. :(

9pm mass: i cant cry out loud! tears of joy po eto. if only i can attend the mass with the whole family just like last year.. pero iba na ngayon. sana sooner matanggap na nila ang desisyon ko. i just have one wish this christmas at yun na yun! ACCEPTANCE! yun lang! maybe only time can tell.. pero sana time bilisan mo ha, before i run out of time! LOL

after mass i cant cry out loud, pero ang hirap ng feeling na maghihiwalay at uuwe na sa kanya kanyang bahay. i wish to spend christmas with him and my family, kaya lng bomalabs pa sa pinakabomalabs eh! ang hirap po kuya eddie.. now ko lang naekspi eto! haaaay.

sana next year, maayos na ang lahat. (eyes closed, fingers crossed!!)

December 25, 2006 - Happy Birthday Jesus!

As usual, late na ko nagising. wala ng sasarap pa sa pagtulog! heheheh. hobby ko yan! at wala namang masyadong gagawin noh! magtatago ako sa dalawang dosena +++ kong mga inaanak at pamangkin. bahala na si ina sa pagbigay ng mga gift ko sa ilalim ni krismas tree. ganun naman palagi ang drama kO! "wala si ninang!!" heheheh

why is this christmas different?
uhm. bukod sa "misunderstood" ang tingin sa akin sa last quarter of this year until this christmas season. LOL. totoo naman! :)
ang pinakabago saken ngayong pasko ay ang aking baby.!! wiwit! hahahah. diba nga masaya na nakakaiyak ang misa de gallo ala 9pm ko kagabi? so hayun.. yun pa rin yun! after effect ika nga! basta iba ang feeling kuya eddie.. para akong tinedyer, "di makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip, sa diwa ko'y ikaw ang aking panaginip" kahit kasama mo na, miss na miss mo pa rin. yung feeling na "you cant get enough of him" at yung emote na highest level na "this is it!" ganun na ganun! wiwiiiiit!

ay bago rin pala para saken ang manood ng sine sa araw ng pasko, ewan ko ba baket namin naisipan. muka kasing maganda ung shake rattle and roll 8, muka lang pala. heheheh. basta kung nainterview man ako pagkatapos namen yun mapanood eh isa lng masasabi ko. uhm anu nga ba? wala. wala akong naramdaman. wala lang!! grrrrrr

bago ko makalimutan, thanks nga pala sa manong guard na nagpapasok samen sa St. Anthony's Boys Village. nalibot namen ang school ng baby ko nung highschool. danda ng place parang SOM rin! :)

-----
yan ang mga nakaraang.. kakaiyak sa pagod, kakaiyak sa asar, kakaiyak sa takot, kakaiyak sa kahihiyan at kakaiyak sa tuwa na mga nangyari..

eh baket ba ang daldal ko today?! "ALAK PA!"

Name Game! (:

Can You Name 13 People?!

Instructions: Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people. This is a lot funnier if you randomly list the names first. No Cheating!

1. Rey
2. Kat
3. Beth
4. Anne
5. Ian Tarabusaw
6. Dhang
7. Daryl
8. Dhona
9. Athel
10. Sweet
11. Lolo Apol
12. Jason
13. Ruben

How did you meet 10? At work, now ex-officemate ko na sya. Si Sweet ay matamis! I love her.. She's my confidante.

What would you do if you had never met 1? Yay. I dont know how to answer this.. LOL. Maybe i'll cry out loud! :)

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated? Dhang & Kat?! Weheheh. Cannot be, borrow one! :D

Have you ever seen 4 cry? Yep. lot of times back in college.. Tears of joy, sadness or just-a-tear.. name it, she'll show it! :)

Do you think 1 is cute? NAMAN! Pogi is the right term to describe him..

Tell me something about number 11. Lolo Apol? My Oh My! He's the man! Hahahah. My no-nonsense-kind-of-guy! Love ko 'to. Sobra!

How do you know 8? Highschool Classmate. Dimples pa lng nito, ulam na! very empowered woman! Saludo!!

Would you ever go on a date with number 12? Date with Jason? Why not?! Basta kasama Daryl niya at Yobib ko! :) Baywalk??? Hahahah

What's 7's favorite color? Pink!

What would you do if 6 confessed he/she liked you? Shaks. Sabi ko na nga ba Dhang eh. No! Babae po si Dhang!!!

Fact about 9: Beautiful Woman Inside-OUT!

Who is 4 going out with? No idea! Siguro dami pila nito..

Who is number 5 to you? Great Friend!! Huhuhuh. Sobrang miss ko na 'to!!

Would you ever live with 13? Pareng Ruben??? Hahahah. Pag pumayag Pards niya! :D LOL

Is 2 single? Yes. Single but taken.

Where does 7 live? Malate!

What do you think about 3? Beautiful, Cool at kitikiti. heheheh. :D

What's the best thing about number 8? Strong-willed person sobra! I like her attitude. Straight forward, walang paligoy ligoy..

What do you like about number 10? Her youthful Look! Kakainggit daming younger boys around..

Favorite Memory with 2? College days. Bus and Jeep moments..

You and Me vs the World

You and me against the world
Sometimes it feels like you and me against the world
When all the others turn their back and walk away
You can count on me to stay

Remember when the circus came to town
And you were frightened by the clown?
Wasn't it nice to be around someone that you knew?
Someone who was big and strong and looking out for

You and me against the world
Sometimes it feels like you and me against the world
And for all the times we've cried I always felt that
The odds were on our side

And when one of us is gone
And one of us is left to carry on
Then remembering will have to do
Our memories alone will get us through
Think about the days of me and you
Of you and me against the world

Remember when the circus came to town
And you were frightened by the clown?
Wasn't it nice to be around someone that you knew?
Someone who was big and strong and looking out for

You and me against the world
Sometimes it feels like you and me against the world
And for all the times we've cried I always felt that
The odds were on our side

And when one of us is gone
And one of us is left to carry on
Then remembering will have to do
Our memories alone will get us through
Think about the days of me and you
Of you and me against the world
You and me against the world
You and me against the world