Take me OUT of the DARK..

Sometimes I just don't know
What keeps me in Your love,
Why you never let me go
And though you're in me now,
I fall and hurt you still
My Lord, please show me how
To know just how you feel

You have forgiven me
Too many times it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
A worthy Christian after all
And though I love You so
Temptation finds its way to me

Teach me to trust in You
With all my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear

Take me out of the dark, my Lord
I don't wanna be there

You've never left my side
You gave Your hand to me to hold
Oh Jesus, I'm no longer in the cold
And yet, I leave You there
When I feel satisfied
I'd like to thank You every day
Not only when I feel that way

I've never known a Man
Who'd give His life for sinners like me
And yet, because He loves us so
He's promised us eternity
And we can have that promise
And be His if we have faith
And just believe

Teach us to trust in you
With all my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
We just forget
You won't give us what we can't bear

Take us out of the dark, My Lord
'Cause we don't want to be alone
Take me out of the dark, My Lord
We don't wanna be there, My Lord

Trust in You with all my heart
Lean not on my own understanding
I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear

Take me out of the dark, My Lord
Cause we don't want to be alone
Take me out of the dark, My Lord
I don't want to be there

- Gary V.

Erase Negative Programming!

Do away with all the old, negative messages you were given about
yourself. If someone has told you that you are worthless,
undeserving, dense or unattractive, that is their problem. No one has a
right to judge you or belittle you. We are all struggling to get by in
this world, and no one else has all the answers. Honor your own truth.
In your own heart, you know who you are . . . don't let another take
that power away from you. Love yourself!

aNgEr reaches NikO

When you feel so angry and forgiveness to someone seems so hard, lift your spirit so high that anger cannot reach you anymore..

LET GO!

If you are holding on to something (or someone) that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to... LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains... LET IT GO!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth... LET IT GO! (PLEASE!)

If someone has angered you... LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge... LET IT GO!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction... LET IT GO!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents... LET IT GO!

If you have a bad attitude.... LET IT GO!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better... LET IT GO!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him.... LET IT GO!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship... LET IT GO!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves... LET IT GO!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed... LET IT GO!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it", then you need to... LET IT GO!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing! LET IT GO NOW!

Get Right or Get Left...think about it, then... LET IT GO!

Noong junior high..

Nakwento ko na ba? Nag aral ako sa madre ng apat na taon that is nung high school po ako, ala princess sara pero mas masaya pa dun ang story namen! That would be another story, my dear. For now, show ko muna mga pictures namen noong 21st Foundation Day ng aking mahal na alma mater, Sisters of Mary.


Walong taon na kami dito sa 'labas'.. at walong taon na rin nga palang nakaputi si Sr. Mau. Nakakatuwang makita na may nagmadre sa batch namen, 'worst batch daw'.. sabi lang nila yun! :) Tuwing nakikita ko si Sr. Mau naaalala ko appendix ko! 3rd year hayskul kami ng pumutok yun at birthday niya naman! Coaccidence! hahahah. Natanong ko kung masaya ang buhay sa 'loob'.. peaceful at calm kasi ang mukha niya, ganun tlaga siguro pag nasa tamang daan ang buhay.. Sana ganun din ang aura ko!


After sa Silang, inaya kami ng ilang kaibigan na pumunta ng Leslies Tagaytay. Dabest ang place, tamang tama sa mga mag sing irog lalo na pagpalubog na ang araw.. Sarap ng pagkain, chempre pa di pedeng walang calamares!! i love calamares!! heheheh. Sayang kung kumakain sana ako ng baka, di ko titigilan ang bulalo, ang sarap ng sabaw!


At ang pinakamasaya, sa wakas may picture na kming magkasama ng aking si lolo apol! LOL

brus my dearest,

anne, beth, kat, dhang at jho;

im so sori. i dnt want to disappoint you guyz.. sana ay maintindihan niyo ako. i will not blame you, kung anu man ang nararamdaman niyo ngayon.. ok lang yun. alam ko namang concern kayo kaya ganun.. i would like you to know na ok lang ako.. nasasaktan ako at nahihirapan pero wala akong dapat na sisihin kundi sarili ko, ginusto ko to.

sana sa lahat ng mga nangyayari saken ngayon, maramdaman kong mahal niyo pa rin ako at hindi niyo ko iiwan. brus walang nagbago, mahal na mahal ko kayo.

wag kayong mag alala, pagkatapos ng unos na 'to.. babangon ako.. umaasang nandyan pa rin kayo.. kundi man umiiyak kasabay ko, nang aasar at tumatawa dahil sa wakas.. nagising na ako!

from my dear Stephie

Lighting Your Way

If I was one thing, I'd be a candle
Lighting the way so you can handle
Your life easier without woes
Not having to fight with your foes.
I'd help keep you from stumbling over
Things blocking your path to an open door.
If I light your path, life is easier,
Even strong winds, my light will not deter.
No matter what, I'm here for you
To cheer you up when you are blue.
Do not fret when times get tough,
If things look down or kind of rough.
Just remember, I'm always here,
In your heart, close and near.
I will help you out in every way,
Happiness and love in your heart will stay.
Don't blow me out, that's one request
Unless it's me you do detest.
I do not try to hurt anyone
That isn't good or any fun.
But one day you may leave me behind
You may no longer need my light to shine.
If that day comes, go on your way
And I will hope to see you again one day.
If one day, I don't appear,
Do not worry, do not fear
I may be gone, but in your heart
The light I gave you did not depart.
It will be there forever and a day
To always bring happiness and light your way.
Farewell for now, I'm needed elsewhere
If your path grows dark, in your heart, I'm there.
So I'm really not gone, just not seen,
I would not leave, I'm not that mean.
Only one simple request that I must say,
Please, never forget those who lit your way.

Thanks stephie for all the memories.. until we meet again! i will surely miss you.. Best of luck to all your endeavors! God bless you.. mwah

di na ko emote!

kanina pa ako nakakaramdam ng lungkot. di ko alam kung baket, basta lang ang bigat ng loob ko. siguro kasi natural na emotera at maarte ako kaya ganun.. pagkatapos makausap ang ilan sa mga kaibigan.. naisip kong bilangin ang mga bagay na dapat ay ikasiya ko at tigilan na ang pag eemote!

1. favorite daughter ako ng tatay ko (pakiramdam ko yun!) at overprotective sken ang nanay ko.. alam kong mahal na mahal nila ako.

2. umiyak ang kapatid kong si aya habang nagkkwento na napanaginipan niyang kinuha na ko ni Lord, haleluyah! di niya man masabi.. mahal niya si ate niko niya!

3. ang kapatid kong nagbibinata, palaging nagtatanong kung san ang lakad ni ate, kung pwede lang na samahan niya ko sa lahat ng pupuntahan ko, lam kong gagawin niya.

4. may isang lalakeng labis na nagmamahal sa akin at minamahal ko rin ng lubos..

5. ang mga kaibigan at mga kasangga ko, pagalitan man ako dahil sa mga kamalditahan ko.. alam kong mahal na mahal ako. alam kong gusto nilang maging masaya ako. natutuwa ako na nandyan sila, laging may taga untog, pag nawawala sa sarili si niko.

6. isa pa.. masaya ako kasi andito pa ako sa ibabaw ng mundo.. nagmamahal at minamahal.. sarap mabuhay, ang ganda ng buhay! whew!

ayan.. di na ko emote! clap clap clap